New Year Eve ♥

today it's a New Year Eve

hello 2010 and goodbye 2009

thinking what had happen throughout the year

alot alot good and bad memories around me this year

but use bad compare with good, bad is more than good
know why? i shouldn't think back already

tonight where am i going to celebrate

CELEBRATE, actually i damn not happy about this

spoil our mood

our nice plan already gone..

tonight although im going out but i still will not happy

iny

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No Title ♥

since what i say you won't listen i guess

so i got nothing to explain

think whatever you like

....

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Late Post ♥

here is the my late post of Christmas Eve

where did you guys going on?

this year special for me went to Genting..... celebrate? don't think so

know why? lazy to think of it. zzzz
let the picture do the talking

first time went up by cable car. heartbeat increase increase Increase. lol

took when they bought ticket. movie was freaking sucks. zzz

headed to theme park. eihh we're searching something o.O

standing beside the road

'people mountain people sea'. long time didn't use this words :D

i'm totally freeze when the time i reached genting until the next morning -.

i know i'm weak. . . . . .

and now i'm lazy to post more out. ciaoz

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I'm Failure ♥

yes its almost end of december right now

what did i do in this whole year ? work half then resign, back to work again and i don't know what to do the next. i should study or continue this work. yes or no ?

yes, i admit at first i've plan what to do in the next year. everything is settle but now i let my parents shoot alot and make me feels like to change my mind. OH wtf. i don't know what to do now, my brain just like empty now. everytime anyone talk this to me i will get mad

i will agree what did my parents told me but but but... long story

sometime really feel that im such a failure

but what to do? who ask im stupid, im dumb, im nobody

awww be patient wait for my next post!

:x

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I'm Back ♥

hello peeps, such a long time i din't touch my blog

and i got nothing special to share to you guys

let's talk about yesterday

yesterday i suppose to work for half day

but then at the last minute they give alot shits to me do

plus if nothing to do, my colleague asked me 'Peggy, done all things only back okay mar?'

can i said cannot? zzz

i stayed at there do shits until almost 2pm went home

can i fill in OT form on monday? . . .

went home straight away online because i know you know

make us can't contact since friday night until now

night had lunch at outside with parents

they asked give an idea on where to eat

i give alot, point alot they said DON'T WANT THIS, NICE MEH, YERH . . .

wtf the moment i really head on fire -.-

at last went to a restaurant at SunwayMas

more worst than i choose zzz, PUI!

mood was pretty good at night because i know you know again

your surprise, i really felt that surprise :D

went to our old place for chill

weather was damn cold, damn nice

then.. then.. then...

don't need to mention what to do

i'm happy to see you again (:

IMY♥

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Feels Hard ♥

i wish that you were here,

or that i was there,

or that we could be see each other,

anywhere, anytime,
every single minute

it's hard to describe my feeling right now :x

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IMY ♥

yesterday went to 1U for movie again

The Twilight Sage New Moon

the overall of the movie was quite okay? i think so

don't care, important is the people who watch with me

ehem first time i felt freaking cold inside cinema

usually i'm strong but yesterday i'm totally FREEZE. lols

maybe because of you? ahaa

after the movie and dinner

as usual we went to desa park city again

i ate too full and had to walked or else i know you know -__-

i love the way you smile like silly
i love the way you called me sui yeh

i love the way when we playing ' i beg you, you beg me ' at the garden. i know is childish
i love the way you always give me the innocent perasan look

i love the way you trying to make me laugh like mad people

i love the way how you tease me although i don't really like it

i love the way you act like beh song me but you still will auto smile after it

i love the way when you always started talking about what i've send you through sms before and started picking out my fault and i'm just ignore what you said

i love the way we stick nearer to each other and talked

i'm enjoy when we sitting at middle of the bridge, i lying down on you

i'm enjoy when hugging tightly and talking to each other

i'm enjoy every single minute when be with you

and and and i miss everything what we had done

about me missing you, you can't believe how much i miss you

even a minute not seeing you, it makes me wanted to call u

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Yes ♥

yes, it is friday now

yes, it is public holiday so that i'm off today

yes, mood is pretty good

yes, i'm excited

yes, i'm everything

(:

wait for my next post.

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With Parents ♥

such a long time i din't hang out with my parents

i mean shopping mall

since my mood was good just

i follow them out to The Mines (:

almost few years i din't go there

just window shop never buy anything.

after that chill at oldtown and they ask me to treat them -__-'

around 5pm just had my dinner
then just now about 9pm i ate again and again

Awww NO!

i'm off tomorrow

rest at home.

2months

2months

i know you want me

you know i want you

(:

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Unfair ♥

有时候

某些东西说来就来, 说走就走

谁也控制和阻止不了

有时真是觉得这世界上很不公平

但也没办法

活在这无道理的世界

唯有傻傻地去面对, 去接受事实

真白目!

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Be Tough! ♥

my girl be tough please

i know they's never an easy way to say goodbye

i know it is very hard

he don't know to appreaciate a you

but you have to look forward

give some time to yourself to forget him

i know you're strong

i know you can do it Miss H

i'm here for you, don't be sad (:

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Random ♥

that's my saturday night

people who always read my blog

you should she is my take pic partner :)

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Random ♥

yes is early in the morning now

is rainning now

my feeling is quite good but why

how comes you feels bad ?

maybe im right, really don't know whats you situation now

hope everything will be fine and going smooth

i will wait for the day come to me

i will be your good listener

you still not alone (:

have to ciao to work now

bye peeps.

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Hello December ♥

hello december goodbye november

now its already the last month of this year

what i've done in the whole year?

i guess NO, i guess Yes

and how are my fellow friends

such a long time din't contact at all

everyone are busy fighting for own future

what about me ?

looks like nothing to suffer

parents like forget what i have to study for next year

don't even mention at all

i'm not sure they're act like don't know or what

feel so pissed of it

i remember before that they discuss this with me make me feel that

Oh God! finally i don't need worry about it

they had promise me everything

but now everything seems like change

don't know why, where is the problem ?

i just can say i don't know :x

and i won't talk so much, i'm waiting them to ask me everything

that's all i wanna say now

heart is pain

i ..
i'm waiting ..

i'm waiting ..

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