New Year Eve ♥

today it's a New Year Eve

hello 2010 and goodbye 2009

thinking what had happen throughout the year

alot alot good and bad memories around me this year

but use bad compare with good, bad is more than good
know why? i shouldn't think back already

tonight where am i going to celebrate

CELEBRATE, actually i damn not happy about this

spoil our mood

our nice plan already gone..

tonight although im going out but i still will not happy

iny

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No Title ♥

since what i say you won't listen i guess

so i got nothing to explain

think whatever you like

....

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Late Post ♥

here is the my late post of Christmas Eve

where did you guys going on?

this year special for me went to Genting..... celebrate? don't think so

know why? lazy to think of it. zzzz
let the picture do the talking

first time went up by cable car. heartbeat increase increase Increase. lol

took when they bought ticket. movie was freaking sucks. zzz

headed to theme park. eihh we're searching something o.O

standing beside the road

'people mountain people sea'. long time didn't use this words :D

i'm totally freeze when the time i reached genting until the next morning -.

i know i'm weak. . . . . .

and now i'm lazy to post more out. ciaoz

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I'm Failure ♥

yes its almost end of december right now

what did i do in this whole year ? work half then resign, back to work again and i don't know what to do the next. i should study or continue this work. yes or no ?

yes, i admit at first i've plan what to do in the next year. everything is settle but now i let my parents shoot alot and make me feels like to change my mind. OH wtf. i don't know what to do now, my brain just like empty now. everytime anyone talk this to me i will get mad

i will agree what did my parents told me but but but... long story

sometime really feel that im such a failure

but what to do? who ask im stupid, im dumb, im nobody

awww be patient wait for my next post!

:x

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I'm Back ♥

hello peeps, such a long time i din't touch my blog

and i got nothing special to share to you guys

let's talk about yesterday

yesterday i suppose to work for half day

but then at the last minute they give alot shits to me do

plus if nothing to do, my colleague asked me 'Peggy, done all things only back okay mar?'

can i said cannot? zzz

i stayed at there do shits until almost 2pm went home

can i fill in OT form on monday? . . .

went home straight away online because i know you know

make us can't contact since friday night until now

night had lunch at outside with parents

they asked give an idea on where to eat

i give alot, point alot they said DON'T WANT THIS, NICE MEH, YERH . . .

wtf the moment i really head on fire -.-

at last went to a restaurant at SunwayMas

more worst than i choose zzz, PUI!

mood was pretty good at night because i know you know again

your surprise, i really felt that surprise :D

went to our old place for chill

weather was damn cold, damn nice

then.. then.. then...

don't need to mention what to do

i'm happy to see you again (:

IMY♥

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Feels Hard ♥

i wish that you were here,

or that i was there,

or that we could be see each other,

anywhere, anytime,
every single minute

it's hard to describe my feeling right now :x

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IMY ♥

yesterday went to 1U for movie again

The Twilight Sage New Moon

the overall of the movie was quite okay? i think so

don't care, important is the people who watch with me

ehem first time i felt freaking cold inside cinema

usually i'm strong but yesterday i'm totally FREEZE. lols

maybe because of you? ahaa

after the movie and dinner

as usual we went to desa park city again

i ate too full and had to walked or else i know you know -__-

i love the way you smile like silly
i love the way you called me sui yeh

i love the way when we playing ' i beg you, you beg me ' at the garden. i know is childish
i love the way you always give me the innocent perasan look

i love the way you trying to make me laugh like mad people

i love the way how you tease me although i don't really like it

i love the way you act like beh song me but you still will auto smile after it

i love the way when you always started talking about what i've send you through sms before and started picking out my fault and i'm just ignore what you said

i love the way we stick nearer to each other and talked

i'm enjoy when we sitting at middle of the bridge, i lying down on you

i'm enjoy when hugging tightly and talking to each other

i'm enjoy every single minute when be with you

and and and i miss everything what we had done

about me missing you, you can't believe how much i miss you

even a minute not seeing you, it makes me wanted to call u

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Yes ♥

yes, it is friday now

yes, it is public holiday so that i'm off today

yes, mood is pretty good

yes, i'm excited

yes, i'm everything

(:

wait for my next post.

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With Parents ♥

such a long time i din't hang out with my parents

i mean shopping mall

since my mood was good just

i follow them out to The Mines (:

almost few years i din't go there

just window shop never buy anything.

after that chill at oldtown and they ask me to treat them -__-'

around 5pm just had my dinner
then just now about 9pm i ate again and again

Awww NO!

i'm off tomorrow

rest at home.

2months

2months

i know you want me

you know i want you

(:

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Unfair ♥

有时候

某些东西说来就来, 说走就走

谁也控制和阻止不了

有时真是觉得这世界上很不公平

但也没办法

活在这无道理的世界

唯有傻傻地去面对, 去接受事实

真白目!

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Be Tough! ♥

my girl be tough please

i know they's never an easy way to say goodbye

i know it is very hard

he don't know to appreaciate a you

but you have to look forward

give some time to yourself to forget him

i know you're strong

i know you can do it Miss H

i'm here for you, don't be sad (:

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Random ♥

that's my saturday night

people who always read my blog

you should she is my take pic partner :)

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Random ♥

yes is early in the morning now

is rainning now

my feeling is quite good but why

how comes you feels bad ?

maybe im right, really don't know whats you situation now

hope everything will be fine and going smooth

i will wait for the day come to me

i will be your good listener

you still not alone (:

have to ciao to work now

bye peeps.

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Hello December ♥

hello december goodbye november

now its already the last month of this year

what i've done in the whole year?

i guess NO, i guess Yes

and how are my fellow friends

such a long time din't contact at all

everyone are busy fighting for own future

what about me ?

looks like nothing to suffer

parents like forget what i have to study for next year

don't even mention at all

i'm not sure they're act like don't know or what

feel so pissed of it

i remember before that they discuss this with me make me feel that

Oh God! finally i don't need worry about it

they had promise me everything

but now everything seems like change

don't know why, where is the problem ?

i just can say i don't know :x

and i won't talk so much, i'm waiting them to ask me everything

that's all i wanna say now

heart is pain

i ..
i'm waiting ..

i'm waiting ..

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Complicated ♥

mood was really complicated of today

it came in sudden

can't find out what is the reason

maybe know but act like don't know

what if cry can solve all problem

everyone don't need so suffer on it

把肩膀借我

一天一分钟

已足够

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Random ♥

things i did today. Yes, hour pass by hour i did nothing

i can't even take a long nap, know why ? because i can't get to sleep tight

just like half wake half sleep.

sometimes, i just want to move the fcuk on with my life

i'm through acting like this feels right. hmm

stop talking craps.

this isn't a perfect world. people get hurt.

you smile when you feel like crying. you act like you're okay when you're falling apart

but you have to let go and move on because there is nothing else you can do. know?

and i promise you this, no matter who enters your life

i will be there with you more than any of them.

now look at us. we can't live without each other

now i'm wonder a while ago, what if we were complete strangers?

how would it be? -__-

why this post, so random. . . . . .

yesi'mtalkingyou!

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Day Out With Them ♥

after half year both of us only get to met up on today

first after Ivan came to pick me only went to genting klang pick up Jamey. the place i've never been there before, felt so strange -__-

sing until not that fun because something happen, you know i know lah ahLeng. lazy to mention again. after sing k we sent her back first, wth i damn beh tahan of her. know why? she don't know the way to back her house -__- really let her boom dou . . . . .

i've my next round after this.

don't need to mention who i met, i'm enjoy and relax of tonight. the feeling is back to me. thanks (:

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♥

outing of tomorrow
do hope is a great day to me

(:

wait for my next post

ciaoz

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Don't Know ♥

i don't know

i really don't know

i really don't know whats going on

don't feel like talking these day
but i have to

i'm just like nothing

i'm nobody

i can' t stand.

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Sick ♥

stomach not feeling well was killing me in these day

especially last night i vomit like hell

something had frighten me that time :(

i so scared of it

scare to see doctor again

scare i will get any sick

scare to eat medicine

i'm scare of all :x

-imy-

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I.M.Y ♥

you keep on appear in my mind

nothing i can do much now

i just can non-stop thinking of you

don't feel of pissed on it

you're not dumb enough

(:

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Day Out With Him♥

i'm so happy and enjoy of tonight and so sad too

because don't know when is our next date

okay let's start my story

cause of wanna met early

i went by train to station kelana jaya to wait for him

after that he fetched me to 1u

have no choice this is his area. lols

freaking hard to find parking, damn dulan

was alot people but not as more as KL area

after took the ticket from his friend

we walk for the whole shopping complex. LoL

we chill at MPH for an hour, i know was so lame. ahaa

but nevermind, you gave me many first time of today (:

talk laugh joke alot, i know im shy lah don't need boom me already -.-

movie 2012 was start at 5.30pm, finally i watched it!!

movie was okay only but will it happen on the coming year 2012?

i enjoy the moment with him when movie

don't need mention, keep it as our secret.

after movie he decided to bring me to his house area had dinner

and teach me the way how to go to his house, finally i know!

desa park city was our dinner place, damn nice

after dinner we walked to the garden at there

surrounding was damn nice, i like the place so much

blablabla i get to beg him up and walked awhile. lol

it can prove to you i'm still strong not weak :D

almost 11pm he had to fetched me back. damn sad hmm

××

enjoy the time when only two of us

enjoy what you did to me

such a long time the feeling had gone on me

but today was came back to me

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Sick ♥

just now i was felt sick during my work time

it came to me in sudden

i can't stand it anymore, straight away take mc from my colleague

actually i should drive to see doctor first

but i really can't stand went back home take a rest -__-

i was headache, abit fever and stomach not feeling well

wth all the bad friends came to me in sudden

i was freaking freaking cold on that moment

blanket isn't enough for me to cover my body

what if you're here for me? is perfect! ehem

wait for my dad pick me to see doctor

was so weird because doctor said me no fever -.-

then i get what sick? wtf

after take a rest and medicine i feeling better right now

god bless me

i don't want sick anymore :x

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Random Post ♥

it's just a random post for tonight

i still remember how we know each other on the last month

it was 10th of October, the date was easy to remember "1010"

i still remember the first thing he said to me was 'u 1 day watch how many stupid videos?'

actually i quite beh song when he asked this -_-

normally if i beh song something i will just ignore the people

but him, I didn't, don't know why

the story of us was started after this

i remember silly until both of us use malay to chat in the whole night

after this we had sign a fake contract to become so-call bro & sis -.-

after that the contract, we started to chat until non-stop

never online also we use phone to text each other

never try once got no topic to chat about

sometimes i felt that he was damn weird because of no reason. ehem

i think he had change alot after he knew me

as i know before he never sleep and never eat alot

but now he will automatic do it without i remind

because he will know what to get if didn't follow my rules :D

very enjoy when chatting with him

he bring alot funs, happiness, joke, laughter & etc. to me

always have a sweet chat with me

non-stop of sending songs and picture to me

and alot alots more, will got not enough space for me to write out all

seriously i do enjoy lots with him.

chat after one month finally we met each other on the last saturday

never feel regret to know him

do thanks to god who send him in my life

and you do believe me i won't disappear in your life

i'm not those people who hurt you before

believe me (:

what did i said before i'll prove to you!

with lots of ♥

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Friendship ♥

a best friend is always there

whether you need advice or a nice talk

or even a shoulder to cry on

listens with my heart is always honest with me

even though the truth may not be what you want to hear

best friend knows all my secrets

understands my fears shares my dreams

and never stops believing in me

even if give up on myself

you are that kind of friend to me

and no matter what happens

you always will be

you are my best friend

i do not hope you will betray me

i do hope you always telling me the truth

no secret between you and me

you know that i'm saying you

is YOU!

i wont ask anything from you

i will just wait for you tell it to me

don't make me feel disappointed on you

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A Day With Him ♥

finally i met up him yesterday

actually it was our last minutes decide

we met up at 1U around 7pm

was freaking jam when i on the way went there

and my parents was nagging at me when fetched me -__-

ohno i was little bit shy when the first eye saw him

headed to gsc cinema to bought ticket

it was a quite long distance for me when walking to there. ehem

ticket of 2012 was selling fast

don't know when i only get to watch it -.-

so that we watched Poker King

movie was nice & quite funny but i still don't understand how to play poker zz

movie was end and he fetched me back to grandpa house

my mood was pretty good tonight

i'm happy to met up you

(:

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Working Life♥

few days let my blog Dead here, finally i'm back tonight.

my job still same like before never change

i felt that everyone was shock when saw me back to here :D

especially those foreign, ''KAK!!! YOU DAH BALIK'' -__-

since my working life had start

all my previous life time have to change

sleep early.

wake early.

not much time to online.

no out going during weekdays.

...... still got alot more

end of here.

moody of tonight

look forward please ):

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Working Life ♥

working life had start

morning i wait inside car because i got no office key

my colleague had came only i go down -.-

first day on job was damn busy

non-stop of key in all the stock zzz

while lunch time i drive back home think to sleep

but at last i spend the 1hour on online

whole day im just busy on the stock list

eyes gonna bengkak keep face the pc

i will be work at here until end of January :x

god bless me

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Cycle Day ♥

last night damn hard to sleep

slept at 2am and woke at around 5am -__-

dad fetch me to friend house at 6am and go by his car

still damn early, two of us went to ate Mcd in the morning

after had fetch Dumxz went to somewhere met up another gang

met up around 7am and headed to had our breakfast

today 9peoples are going

not that crowded today, still okay

at first i felt damn scare when cycle. after that is okay

felt so sooo proud of myself XD

pic will update after get from my friend

after cycle just around 11am

some of them decide to back don't want to continue -.-

okay fine, headed to Jalan Gasing to had lunch

alot rich people went to that mamak, highclass? i think so

decide to go play badminton at Puchong but our driver don't want

so that some of us back early to rest

reached home at 2pm
straight away go to sleep without take bath

i know is dirty but i really can't stand anymore -__-

my working life will be start on tomorrow

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! :(

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Day Out ♥

full of activity on this weekend again

morning drive to Kuchai fetch friend to Midvalley

this time was my turn to fetch him -__-

met up my Silly at around 11am

went to bought ticket for movie first

after that headed to KimGary had breakfast + lunch

i always complain that there got alot flies but i still go zz

after lunch straight away went to cinema

we watched phobia2

got 5story inside this movie, the last is damn funny :D

movie end around 4pm

we went to bought present for the birthday girl on tonight

and headed to Secret Recipe to bought birthday cake

service was sucks! really SUCKS! zz

finish bought everything went to Wings at Kuchai

more than 14 peoples are coming. hmm

im happy to met up all my classmate tonight (:

busy on gambling and talking that time, forgot to take pic -__-

back around 11pm, i still have to fetch people back. kesian

tomorrow cycle day! ciaoz

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Day Out ♥

drive over to Midvalley today

because no volunteer of my family members wants to fetch me go -.-

first time drive to there, was quite scare. ehemm

met up CheeWah there

then went to few shops to ask about job

job had found but im still thinking. hmm hmm

he help me alot today

after this we watch a movie 'Jennifer's Body'

i feel that this movie all is talk about make love -_-

around 5pm home sweet home

im safety to reach home. haahaa!

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A day With Them ♥

at last i've out on today

since my leg was injured, Ivan came to fetch me out. headed to Sunway around 1pm, planned to have a movie but Nemo wants to back earlier so have no choice, we walked around and eat.

had our lunch at Sushi King, non-stop of tooking pic

i just ate few plates already felt very full o.O

the babi was eating.
the sleeping shit aka Ivan two of them (: ice-skating wow. took while waiting he paid the bill.
shop not more than 2 hours i think, she suddenly said wanna back -__- i damn beh song that time. Sigh! back then back. i called out my friend tonight out have a movie. he is no problem.

around 6pm parents fetch me out to his house to wait him. ahaa only two of us again. headed to Sunway again, movie didn't watch at last -.-

took inside toilet (:

headed to Puchong had dinner. drive around there like half an hour to find delicious food :D

damn full after ate, we decide to went up to the hill at Bandar Puteri. he was first time at there and im not (: saw firecrackers afterwards. hmm stayed at there about half an hour then he fetched back to my grandpa house.
end of today. monday Midvalley. ciaoz

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Itchy ♥

few days are gone

the wound is turn to itchy now :X

feel like to scratch it but can't. OUCH!

still thinking should i out on this saturday ? ehheem

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Painful ♥

the next day my leg was freaking pain than the moment that i fell down

my dad was trying to help me put medicine on there

my tears non-stop of dropping too :X
its really painful, i can't stand it

my dad asked me ' next time still wanna go? '

i replied ' yes! i still wanna go! '

he ' -.-" speechless '

haahaa ;D

this is latest pic. yucks

i know its disgusting but i still wanna share here :P
need to wait one month to recover? omfg

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