I Wish You Knew ♥

I wish you knew :

How many days I have spent waiting for you

How many nights i turned into days thinking about you

How many moments i have spent hoping to see you

How many times I have dreamed without any outcome

In your eyes is the hope for me to love.

The whole world is singing the sweet song of love

While the stars are spreading the light of hope

The light of morning defeats the darkness of night

Because you are the unreachable dream

You are an angel in the heavens of my heart

Because you are the angel of beauty and goddess of love

You have gifted me the hope for and ability to love

How many days I have spent waiting for you

How many nights I turned into days thinking about you

How many moments I have spent hoping to see you

How many times I have dreamed without any outcome

♥ ♥ ♥

Sick? ♥

this few day i feel like hard to breath when the time i going to sleep

don't know what is the problem
seems like got something stuck inside my stomach
but i didn't eat anything before sleep also

wtf everyone curse me on facebook

said that i have to go for body check-up

maybe kena that sick H1N1 -.-

few days later still the same

i really have to 'visit' doctor already

aihs pity :X

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♥

我已经看了你的部落格

其实你根本是没错的

可是你给我有些反感

不要说以前那就说我们最后聊那几次吧

我觉得你是一位每次都被问题缠绕着你的小女生

不要说每次那就说有时和你聊起一定是跟我说你很烦, 没心情

大多数缠着你的问题都是爱情

我知道你之前那些男友你都放不下而且还每次让你想着他们

但他们已经不属于你的了就把他们忘掉咯

我能做到我相信你也能做得到的

旧的不去新的不会来知道嘛

我知道要你忘掉他们并不容易, 时间已经给了你

过了几个月你还是一样回答我, 很烦, 我想回他们 -.-

我每次听了都不知道要讲些什么, 给你什么反应

我讲了你又不听那种, 一直死命说烦, 不开心, 没心情

你弄得我也蛮烦

我知道朋友是要来帮你解决问题

可是你的问题真的是难以解决那种

同一句话.. 讲了你又不听唉~

你弄得我不想听了, 闷了, 咽了

总之你一找我们诉苦说没心情, 我们已经反感了

其实不只我一个人觉得你很闷

我们三个人之中那个Kent也是这样和我说

所以搞得我们之间很少聊了

问题大概就是出现在这

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这不是你的错

讲真的你不要乱想
我只告诉你事实真相而已
希望你能改过

变回我第一天所认识的Kelly好嘛

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I'm Back (: ♥

i'm here to keep my blog alive now

two days never update

currently im crazy on playing Friends For Sale

my friendster is dying since the day i didn't touch until now

still remember before i was how crazy on replied comment ? :D

and my dad is sick now

my mum keep on ask him to see doctor

but he didn't listen just answer my mum ' i'm okay '

actually i know that my dad is afraid of see doctor

so that i don't know what should i say also

just hope that my dad will recover as soon as possible

gotta ciaoz now

continue my game my drama

goodnite peoples (:

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Shop ♥

i've notice that the new shop lot at Kuchai Lama

upside there got many boutique shop that sells up-to-date top, shorts and other fashionable personal articles

there will be my next target of shops and will ask my kakiS go along (:

well~ recently almost everyday is raining

what a good weather to take a sweet nap

ciaoz first time update blog in the afternoon -.-

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A Day With My Kakis ♥

today out again with my kakiS

i'm late already so that i simply dress up to met up my Silly♥ at Midvalley first

then dress up and make up at the toilet -.-

spend 1hour on it actually we thought can shop awhile who knows...

okay nevermind
went by taxi to Timesquare met up Lavi♥ and ShuWei♥

bought ticket for movie first then went to had our lunch

i've bought a dress at NICHII again -.-

finally i've watched the movie ORPHAN

OMFG the girl was freaking horrible man

you guys must watch it! don't miss it! LOL

after movie around 4pm headed to Sg Wang for shop

i forgot to find my son 'Xiang', broke the promise Shyt :X

blablabla someone thought to fetch me back but i don't want him to be my driver

plus that time was fucking jam and raining

i rather spend money on taxi also don't want he come

back to Kuchai Little Tree yumcha until 9 something then balik

tomorrow maybe out again. hohoho

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Movie ♥

original never edit. lols

this movie is gonna show on tomorrow. can't wait to watch it. the BIG poster had attracted me yesterday omg OMG! sorry here is small.. haha. will be watch on friday. Maybe -.-

ciaoz

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No Title ♥

last night was my first time to drove out 12am

but is with my dad maybe next time alone?

reason of why have to drive out at midnight

because my sister just start her work on yesterday

then my dad scare she back alone at midnight

so that we have to fetch her go and back

be her driver for the 3weeks. zz

it was cool because there was less car on the way to Cyberjaya

finish her job on 1am

reached on home around 1.30am omgz

3weeks have to sleep around 2am o.O

skip*

today nothing special

peoples those who are rich

come buy me on friends for sale

i need you guys to pump my value up. LOL thanks xD

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烦 ♥

我心很烦

刚才跟妈妈吵架就是因为那一点点小事

有时候真的很想找个人出来谈心事

可是到头来还是打消这个念头

唯有在部落格发泄我的心情

每次跟她吵了架我都会锁在房间哭

因为我老是觉得我爸妈很不公平

尤其是我妈, 我又爱又恨她 ):

懂为何吗

每次我老是觉得他们很迁就我姐

她要做什么,去哪里,买什么

他们总是没有意见那意思就是没问题

换来是我他们一定说不能,为何,干嘛

全部都是反对我要做的事情

尤其是我每次跟他们说我跟朋友出街

他们总是顶回我每天都出

好像我天天都出那样

根本就是没有

我姐出还多过我又不见他们这样说

而且我姐一说出他们都没讲任何东西

又换来是我就那里讲一大对废话

搞得我每次出之前都抱着很怕的心情去告诉他们

这间事我有告诉朋友可是他们确说我家人关心我才这样说

但是我不觉得!根本不是!

很明显就是不想我出, 好像要每天都锁我在家做宅女, 每天陪着他们

顶回他们又弄得我出都没心情

总有一天我忍不住一定会骂回他们

根本不了解我的心情不了解我的感受, 你们对我很自私很偏心!

他们这样对我, 我只会一直都很恨我姐, 讨厌她死八婆

就评这个问题我已经够烦

其实还有其他也是对我很不公平

我不想写了, 现在很想哭

到底几时他们才会体会到我的感受!!

♥ ♥ ♥

no title ♥

today went to Puchong APT for get some information

hmm i don't really like this academy

know why ?

price is expensive and the course just for half year

IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN LA

i didn't put much of attention when he is explainning

let my dad listen the craps bah

after that went to bank because my sis have to apply an account

back home around 1pm, not to forget take a nap

and i get a new speaker but still have problem on it

one side not function. zzz

ARHG who can solve the problem magahai

long time never shout bad words here -.-

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Out ♥

my dad bring my sister to city square for body check up today
since i'm doing nothing then i follow them
don't misunderstand my sis din get any sick

is the company ask her go for check up before start work

around 9am the way to klcc still damn jam

here's da view of KLCC (:

here's da picture while waiting her

after her check up headed to Cyberjaya for pass up the report to her company
waiting for the stupid indian fella almost 2hours niama -.-

after this headed to serdang for choose family picture

i looks quite fugly in the pic :X

reach home around 4pm

almost went out for whole day damn tired o.O

tomorrow might going out again

mood damn nice tonight. HAHAHA

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Monday ♥

i've change my new layout

how was it? i know its tooo TOOO simple -.-

let me talk about today

woke up at around 11am today

it is so damn late for me (:

skip breakfast after had my lunch continue Tido

until now i'm online for playing Friends For Sale

recently just focus on this

keep on steal people from people LOL

nevermind if you don't understand xD

and my hair getting straight already

still thinking should let it be curl again or straighten it

eehheem :X

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♥ ♥ ♥

毕业典礼 ♥

干脆用华语来写了
今天是我姐的大日子, 也是就是大学毕业典礼咯. 我也是第一次参与而已. 昨晚半夜才睡而且今早5点多就起身了, 根本就是不够睡嘛可是我还是保持很精神的样子(: 5点多吃了东西就帮我姐帮头发, 就是为了她那粒头我酱早起身. 哇我几时对她那么好的-.- 莫这莫那个就快迟到了, 赶到我死, 都是我老爸zz. 去到那边人山人海见到很多都是马来猪

这两束花叫我拿进拿出, 我才不要叻 -.-

我两位亲爱的滴背影 xD

首次露面在我的部落格 (: 两位拍照好像不熟酱 -.-

几时才轮到我做毕业生叻? 哈哈!

进到去听猪仔讲耶酥然后才拿文凭, 毕业生真是多, 而且已经分了四天来完成这个毕业典礼, 今天是第二天而已

12点多才完毕天气热到鬼酱, 我等她到出来都发火. zz

呐! 这位就是我所谓的毕业生也是我所谓家中最不爽的 '我姐' -.-

我家人高叻 xD

之后就赶去拍全家福
他妈的啊已经预订时间了还是等那么鬼久, 都不懂怎样做生意的, 化妆等到我都快睡着了-.- 她在化不是我

莫来莫去5点多我姐的朋友跟我们一起回家, 冲凉这个那个又出去吃饭, 累死啦
总之毕业典礼真是不容易 稿, 一个字累!

我知道我样子很憔悴.. 而且我懒得洗头发, 哈哈

拍了全家福, 照片洗了如果美才放上来 xD

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tomorrow is my sister's convo day

i'm sure will be fucking tired :X

gotta ciaoz now

nites peoples

♥ ♥ ♥

Happy Birthday ♥

first i have to say Happy 50th Birthday to my beloved dad

if im not mistaken (:

i owe him a dinner on this coming sunday

and last night i've been ffk by him

it was second times already -.-

sigh

today nothing special

life as bored as hell zz

♥ ♥ ♥

Rainy Day ♥

the day that i was waited for long finally had came

that's Rainy Day

when woke up i know that the sun had cover by haze

after that sky had turn to dark

my six sense told me that gonna raining soon

yeaa finally had came (:

mood turn to good continue to sleep

omfg the weather of afternoon still da same

damn hope everyday is same

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oh yea

not to forget happy sweetsixteen to my dear friend Ryan

(:

rainning make me think of someone

awwwww (:

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Sick ♥

sore throat is killing me these day

maybe because of saturday ate too much of fried foods

and never take care of my body :X

goosshh

i must recover as soon as possible

delicious meal are waiting for me again

haahaa craps -.-

those people take care yourself please

(:

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♥

last night after shower i slept around 1am and today i wake around 10am

not that late i know

is because i still wanna sleep at noon

so that i'm force to wake and later sleep again (:

but bad news come on me

my mum ask me fetch her to salon at noon -.- Sigh

after her hair cut back home around 2pm

haahaa i still got time to take a sweet nap

end of my post here

ciaoz

weather are worst nowaday

take care peoples (:

♥ ♥ ♥

Parteey ♥

today we had a birthday party at my grandpa house. early in the morning after had our breakfast at Serdang then we headed to grandpa house for prepared those stuff for tonight. actually was my mum to prepared not me :D afternoon nothing can post because was freaking bored at there without online. so i take a nap in my cousin sis's room (: taadaa night was finally came, every of aunties had came. haahaa love them muchiiee is because of crapiie xD.
i love the top floor at my grandpa house

after dinner not to forgot Play Talk Laugh and also Eat. i've eat alot tonight plus all the foods was Fried. o.O Aww after this must Diet already haahaa. ohh forgot to tell actually today was my grandfather's 75th birthday lols. sorry for no picture of the party because i'm busy heehee*

anyway leave there around 12am. everyone was drunk but not include me (: fcuking tired and sleepy luckily i'm not the driver. lolz. while on the way going back home i receive his message. haahaa surprise. LOL

goodnight readers (:

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